WITH LOVE....

As i sit in front of this COMPUTER..something which i was introduced to..almost 17 years ago..i look back at life and the people who have helped me walk through..to reach where i stand today..and when i mention them..i only have respect for them!

They have been with me forever..i write this post as a token of love for them! To remind everyone..how important these people are! I take you back..in TIME!

A 'bundle of joy' was deposited into Her arms..some twenty years ago..She was the first one to hold me..to kiss me..to welcome me into this world! From the day i was born..i was her sweetheart..her everything..she loved me more than anything..she was the one who taught me how to love nature..how to admire the pigeons..how to give them grains of rice..how to love 'rasam'..how to help everyone no matter how good or bad they are..how to take a step ahead..how to see the positive..how to live life..how to love life! She was someone who understood me..my thoughts..my actions..even before i could..she could not see me hurt..she could not see me lose..so..she taught me to be a WINNER..always! I SALUTE HER!

A..B..C..D..E..F........Z I could say that in the reverse order as fast as the other way round..i could spell 'pneumonia' at the age of four..i could solve mathematical 'magic squares' at the age of five..He is the one responsible for it..I can string words together..i can write this blog..all because of him..he taught me courage and responsibility..he imparted to me..all the knowledge he could! It is because of him..i think of standing independent today..of breathing FREE..of being CONFIDENT enough to face everything that comes by! I SALUTE HIM!

My Grandfather and my Grandmother..my thatha and patti..my nana and nani..whatever you say..they were two souls..without whom..i could not have been what i am today! Though i still believe..they guide me! I miss them! I wish i could have told them how much I love them! But..before I could grow 'big' enough to know all this..they decided to rest in peace..to leave..for their heavenly abode!

with love..

THANKYOU!!

NOTHING.....

It has been a long time since i posted something here..not because i didnt want to..its just that words seem to betray me..i want to write..but my brain has just become so rigid..i have lost the ability to think..so i have decided i am gonna write just anything..! anything that comes to
my mind..about something..about nothing..!bear with my crap for a while!

There is just nothing at all to do..nothing exciting..nothing unexpected..
Everyday i wake up to welcome (not really)..a day just as same as the previous one..every morning i know the schedule..i know i l brush my teeth..eat my breakfast..help with some household chore..catch up with some friend..the friend is most probably one who i met just yesterday.. all in all..the same things..the same topics..the same 'chatu baatein'..

On the other hand..i am the busiest person on earth..atleast everyone says so..i am out almost everyday..as i said meeting a friend..or shopping..or waiting for my professor in college..just for an attendance..is that being busy!?! just roaming about..doing nothing..maybe i have a different definition of 'busy'..but i guess..doing no work..and just chatting and eating..and chatting and sleeping..and chatting and eating isnt being busy! what do you say!?

I know..being busy isnt the best thing on earth..but atleast i will be doing something new..something different..a break from the present routine!!

My life has come to a halt
no more can i bear
there has been enough to hear
enough to say..
All i need is to be alone and away..
to cry till my tears go dry
until i realise i ain't a scar
And i break free..
from the dark
Someday i believe..
brave enough i will be
To breathe again..
In ecstasy..

A perfect day..was it???

A Baleno, a Maruti 800, and a scooty;the latter being the most important because it's passengers were brainless, stupid and most of all excited to the core. A scooty without rearview mirrors, paint peeling off, the driver having no license, no helmets and to top it all three people on board..wow!!!
The 'high-pitched' inaugral of a to-be-remembered day was just perfect. Singing (read as shouting) away to glory, we began our journey. Some six people in the baleno, 6 in the maruti but most adventurous of all was the scooty ride. In the freezing cold the air lashing against my already red face..ah!!!..heaven..bliss..
It was a much awaited outing;considering the fact that the destination was irresistable and it was some one's(or sometwo's or three's) birthday treat and also because it had been a long time since all of us had gone out together.
It may seem that the destination was some out-of-the world place;but don't get your minds racing;it wasn't some exotic location..it was just another amusement park..
The reason that I made it sound so interesting was because of the 15 antique pieces(read people), who made the journey unforgettable..for me atleast..It could have been 16..but nevertheless we enjoyed..or i think i did.
Coming back..we were robbed of all our money by the guy at the ticket counter..bad guy..didn't even give us a 5 rupee discount.
Ok..so we were ready to Rock n Roll and gasp for breath and most importantly..shout as much as we can (by now you would have guessed that shouting is the most important part of our lives, can't get ourselves to lower our pitches..we need to tell the world how happy or sad or dirty we all are).
The rides were seemply awesome! though after every ride we were ghost-stricken and surprised to find ourselves alive..In one of the rides..the operator actually rotated us 360 degreed some 16 times in all..felt as if this was the end..but no..we emerged hale and healthy..haha..ya almost healthy if you overlook the body pain which got us for the next three days.
But i ain't complaining..It was just really really really awesome.!.
Everything was just as perfect as could be..
Perfect..yes..if someone hadn't kept wishing someone else's presence..and someone else was actually there..and wasn't acting weird..so weird..or maybe irritated..or maybe frustrated..
who knew then that in less than a month..the month which i wish had never passed..someone would change..change forever..

A page full of happiness, sorrow, anger, jealousy, remorse, gratitude..a page so alive..and all the emotions belonging to moi!!!..Blogging surely is exciting..
I wont call myself a very good writer, but i won't deny that i can write..write my heart out..
I hope my fellow bloggers like my posts;considering the weird Homo sapien to whom this blog belongs..actually weird..my friends have been humble enough to tell me this..hehe
Looking forward to becoming a part of the blog world..